In my previous blog!!! I was kept saying about the story of my mum, brother and my friends!! I seldom or even dun say about my father at all... Sorry guys!!! I loosed(Dun have) my father seen i was 4year old!!! I`m came from a broken family~ I really hate to share abt this with other ppl... Cos i hate my family story and hate myself too(I was wander why i was born in a broken family)Sorry guys!!! I`m know im started to be emotion and depress again!!! Guys!!! Do u know??? Sometime we really cannot control of those sad feeling or happy feeling!!!
Hmm... I dunno how to express out my feeling now... Im think im emo now!!! Im sad now!!! i missed someone now!!! And other!!! But i really wan to say!!! I really hope to have a father... When i was getting older and older!! I started to see and learn more and more thing!!! Besides that, how deep relationship ur guy can with ur father??? Can really like ur friends??? Play to each other??? Sharing cigarette??? and other!!! I had not that chance at all!!! i dun have father!!!
Im jealous-ing to those nice and cool family~ Cos they got father!!! Even now i have a step father!!! But it was different.... No matter how hard u try!!! It won work... Cos u r not his 100% real blood son!!!
However, I really hope to find my father back!!! When i was 14, i had went to searching information of my father!!! I try to ask my mum best friends, my aunt, my grandmum, and other ppl whose know my father... The end.... The result i got was he had died!!! When i knew the news!!! I`m cried for a few days!!! I even dun remember my father face... Just leave a few pieces of picture of him and i even dun have saw it seen from now anymore.... T.T Daddy!! I`m really missing u!!! where had u gone??? How r u now??? T.T
Sorry guy!!! Maybe u will felt sad or no feeling at all.... but i really cried now while im writting it(I does not mean to show wat... Just wan to say abt my feeling) Sorry yah!!!
Do i homesick now??? hahahaa~~
Hmm... Seen i came to kl for a 2month... I had settled from here... Stay a new life from here... I`m happy with my life so much!!! My life really changed alot... But one thing was i met a someone that really damn care me!!! Someone trying his/her best to help me!!! No matter what problem i`m really facing... In my life, my personalities, my money problem, even my study too.... Someone really damn good to me... The beginning!!! I wander why someone treated me so good!!! I`m scared from someone!!! Cos what i know is this world their are nth are free!!!
Last few week.... I really busy with my study damn much!!! I telling myself I must meet someone again when the weekend was coming!!! Cos last few days.... Someone really does not choi me at all... i felt damn sad... Even i felt sad!!! but im trying to think positively
So, the end!!! We had a met and when for lunch together!!! We were really happy!!! We chit-Chat to each other!!! Enjoying eating... Sharing food.... Exchange knowledge... Just like father and son!!! I`m really felt worm and comfortable.... But today someone had shared and told me something!!! It really hurt me so much!!! I dunno what had really happened... Maybe was my fault, my bad attitude, my active heart, my friendly heart or other.... But it really hurt me so much!!!! Someone really just like my father!!! I dunno how to say it out.... But really was my father!!! Just i could not call daddy!!! I`m scare that our story will end up!!! I`m scare i will lose a father~~~ Sorry daddy!!! If i really done something wrong!!!
My dear friends!!! Sorry i`m using someone!!! Cos someone was private!!! Dun ask me who is someone or what!!! This was a father and son cigarette!!! Anyway, thx to read my blog!!! It really make me much happy now!!! So, before i end up!!! We must appreciate what we had now!!! That was the most fantastic life are!!! All The Best
Besides that, i felt sad!!! haiz~ T.T because i`m missed my young life so much... That time i liked to play monopoly game so much... But it was expensive to buy a big and nice game of monopoly game... The price even can reach around RM60++ to RM100++ Omg!!! Do u guy saw before such as expensive monopoly game before???( I just saw once when i was at Singapore.... It was so nice!!! the building are realistic and truth)
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